January 2010
Roommate talk.
Roommate: "oh wow. That's pretty shitty and cowardly."
Me: "yeah, but new subject! Do I want a sundae or a cookie?"
Roommate: "hmmm with what type of ice cream?"
Me: "cherry vanilla."
Roommate: "oh sundae, easily."
Wanting
- a phone call
- to listen to meat is murder
- to go back to class
Forgotten:
Original dog names: Steve and Kwon. Scratch any others. These are the ones for me.
Thug life to a new degree.
This evening’s outfit gray button up shirt with princess sleeves, black vest, jeans. New combo, holler? And I was just discussing how I felt like a ragamuffin with Mars O.(his new nickname after starting Veronica
Mars and shortening hers to V. Mars.).
Make a list:
Of people who have had a rough spot before getting to smooth sailing.
On legs, getting back up.
Thoughts.
Allowed to have a breakdown/hide out from the world. But it matters that you get the fuck back up. Time to get up.
Mmm
I want potato rolls and vegetarian meatballs.
“I’m always tied to the tracks of the train, desperately afraid of going...”
– Andrew Jackson jihad
The thoughts in my head.
-“you had better not ruin tonight.” oh better not.
- lolcatz is hiring. For a position in Seattle. I’m still applying.
- falafel sounds good.
-bravery as a noun.
When you get called comely, even with little...
I’m letting my hair grow out.
I want a ponytail.
A job.
A house.
A big closet/a nice tub.
Dogs.
A car and license.
A good vegetarian substitute for bacon.
To not be addicted to soda.
Desperately
Is hungry. At 4:30? Yes.
Cuss my life.
My phone charger won’t charge unless I hold it in the charger till submission. I feel like such a frat boy (sorry to any frat boys.).
“Encyclopedia Hall: “I hate when Math and Science turn against me.”...”
“you hate needing that money and I hate not having it to buy champagne blowjobs.”
– R.H.
Our planned aminals.
2 dogs: one named Hagrid, one fish named Francis, and one cat. I want a giant house of animals. I need it.
First, a job and to get through August. Also, to start doing applications for school.
“secret message- your great!..”
Cry me a river
How does Justin Timberlake make me happy? Why? I’m not sure I get it. But here is something: why don’t you cry me a river?
“I’m unconsoled, I’m lonely, I’m so much better than I used to...”
– The Weakerthans
A theory:
How many jobs can I apply for?
How many dis buy?
How much hope can I store?
I think we will theorize the outcome.
Positivity is for monkeys, chimps, maybe me. But I think to do it properly I need ice cream. Does anyone know if there is a bike rack anywhere in Salem?
Just a thought.
How to humor yourself while broke.
I got dis many. How many dis buy?
“we will just lie. Tell them we met while I was rolling dice, you walked in, I...”
– Grumps
